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[03 Sep 2004|10:12pm]
am i or am i not usually brutally honest?
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[29 Aug 2004|09:08am]
[ mood | lonely ]

hmmm...who should i got out with...hmmm...any suggestions?

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listen [29 Aug 2004|07:09am]
[ mood | yeah ]


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READ [28 Aug 2004|06:48pm]
[ mood | psyched ]

alright, i'm pretty happy with the car now that i got the specs on it:
1984 chevy camaro z28
8 cylinder
in black primer [painting it back to it's original white color]
ordered original rims
new water pump
pretty sweet


read... [28 Aug 2004|04:30am]
i just made this jank...GO!
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from a different post: [28 Aug 2004|03:21am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

[These] are my views on God. please debate or add, it may prove interesting...

i don't mind being wrong, as long as i know the right answer...

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[27 Aug 2004|07:30pm]
ok i've posted 3 times today [4 including this one] so take 3 minutes out of your busy life to comment on each one. thanks.
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whip [27 Aug 2004|07:29pm]
[ mood | content ]

did i get the '82 camaro? no
did i get that raised F150? no
did i get an '84 camaro i didn't plan on getting? yes

whatever, it's still a classic...

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sue me... [27 Aug 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | whatever ]

oh yeah, i forgot to tell everyone...i'm grounded until forever because my mom found a bong in my room...yeah, what can you do, ya know?

everyone call...foxtrot omega foxtrot - turbine foxtrot omega foxtrot...515-2515


man, i can see it coming...a lawsuit from alyssa cause i get most of these from her jank... [27 Aug 2004|06:02pm]
[ mood | blank ]


Who did you last get angry with? the rents

What is your weapon of choice? bat

Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? never...well, if she bit my dick maybe

How about of the same sex? been there

Who was the last person that got really angry at you? mommy dearest

What is your pet peeve? fake people


What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? drink 8 glasses of water?

What is the latest you've ever woken up? 6 or 8

Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't. friends from chesapeake

What is the last lame excuse you've made? i'm fucking sleeping, not now

Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? they're just like tv shows

When was the last time you got a good workout in? month or 2

How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? 0, i unplugged the shit when i stopped going to school


What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? jones soda

White meat or dark meat? steak

What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? i drink alot

Have you ever used a professional diet company? am i really that fat?

Do you have an issue with your weight? i got the right issue

Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? spicy, sweet, that order

Have you ever taken food "to go" from a buffet? i didn't think you could do that, but now...


How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? no comment

How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? 1 or 2 or most everyone, i'm not shy

Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? oh man, alot...and it's so hard not to after you realize you're doing it...

Have you wanted someone who was taken? in the past, yes. now, yes. in the future, i'm sure.

What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? ( . )( . ) <those are eyes, what were you thinkin'? Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? YES! in norfolk...heh...she liked me... Have you ever had a one-night stand? yes GREED How many credit cards do you own? 0 What's your guilty pleasure? i like doing things in places where i know i can get caught, it makes it more exciting... If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? small house, classic car, lifetime supply of apple toaster strudels and $500,000 worth of weed Would you rather be rich or famous? famous definitely Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? yeah Have you ever stolen anything? hearts...sikke How many mp3's are on your hard drive? 2,696 PRIDE What's the one thing you've done that you're most proud of? walked the path of self-enlightenment and finished with a better understanding of human tendencies. fo real What's the one thing you've done that your parents are most proud of? been published 3 times now What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? actual love would make me overlook poverty or work or whatever other problem i could face. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? yes yes yes Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? when i was younger maybe on a game What did you do today that you're proud of? found more work ENVY What item of your friend's would you most want to have for your own? cars Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? yes If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? who's jenifer lopez dating now? Have you ever been cheated on? yes Have you ever cheated on someone? over summer between 5th and 6th grade i kiss a girl while going out with another but i hadn't talked to her in like 2 months Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yessir What trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? tolerance and patience What is your favorite deadly sin? i don't know what they are...but alyssa said lust and that's probably what i would have picked anyway so lust...yeah


!CONTEST! [23 Aug 2004|09:41pm]
we're going to have a bikini contest! send your best picture, they'll be posted [only with user's consent, users may send photos with the option of not entering the contest] and readers will vote. please mail pictures with "enter" as your subject if you wish to participate, otherwise the the subject should be "picture". be sure to make it ultra know...for the contest and all...

pictures not in line with contest regulations may be entered into separate contests in accordance with their clothing [bikini pics will be compared against other bikini pictures, plain clothes with plain clothes, nudie pics with other nudie pics, etc.{haha}] depending on the # of entries.

also feel free to send more than one picture. in the instance of multiple pictures, the user's best picture with be decided by me and that will be the one set on display.

for questions, please post.
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[23 Aug 2004|09:24pm]
marcus ripped me $50 today...dirty fuck, big mistake...
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what is wrong with me? [22 Aug 2004|01:21pm]
[ mood | useless ]

one day i'll say i'm done trying and i'll mean it...

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[15 Aug 2004|01:56am]
just to let some people know i got ganny for sale, cheap so hit the cell...

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, an opinion -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice or more if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others whom you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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one of the weirdest feelings i have ever felt: [14 Aug 2004|06:36pm]
[ mood | helpless ]

i had undergone an illusion. i sat in an open field with tall grass and a bright sun. the field was real and the life i normally felt substance through was more of a daydream, a fantasy, an object of my imagination. i watched the things that happened to me on a blurred screen. i sat contently gazing at the world that didn't seem like mine. when unpleasant things occured, it didn't bother me because it didn't feel like they were happening to me. they happened to the person who's life i followed. i began to worry for him when outcomes looked dim. points had reached the end of lows and i became too concerned for him. i started feeling as if i were living his reality. i'm here now, looking for the way back to myself. for the door stabily pressed against a wall of light, never locked but hard to find. i have an unspoken understanding with myself; i must make sacrafices and accomplishments to set myself back on the path that returns to the door. i've made as many sacrafices as i need, i know, but i have yet to accomplish anything that could make me happy and that's what i'm working on'll take me back...

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yet another [10 Aug 2004|07:30pm]
[ mood | whatever ]

man-o-man...snaked this from alyssa's jank...

[x] whats your name? brandon
[x] how old? 16
[x] siblings? 2 little brothers and a half brother and sister in cali that i've never met.
[x] their ages: 2, 11, and i don't know the other two
[x] female Or male: man!
[x] birthday: tuesday?
[x] natiOnality: a skip down the timeline my family was french
[x] Birthplace: san diego, california on camp pendleton
[x] Current [[currently in]]: my house?
[x] Eye Color: blue
[x] Hair Color: dirty blonde
[x] Righty or Lefty: right
[x] Zodiac Sign: gemini
[x] Innie or Outtie: in
[x] The shoes you wore today: white DC's cut with green
[x] your eyes: people who really look say i have really nice eyes
[x] Your fears: mental pain and anything with more legs than my dog
[[-----------------WHAT IS------------------]]
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: yeah
[x] Your thoughts when you first wake up: shit...i gotta do this again?
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: legs, hair, eyes, of those
[x] Your best physical feature: i don't like me. i'm gonna have to say something my clothes cover up...and get your minds out of the gutter
[x] Your bedtime: when i'm tired enough
[x] Your most missed memory: being a part of something i'll never find again
[[-----------------YOU PREFER------------------]]
[x] Pepsi or coke: pepsi
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: king
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
[[-----------------DO YOU------------------]]
[x] Smoke: yes
[x] Cuss: like a sailor
[x] Take a shower everyday: yes
[x] Have a crush(es): yeah
[x] Who are they: you tell me if you want to know
[x] Do you think you've been in love? i know i have been, just once
[x] Want to go to college: yes
[x] Want to get married: yes
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: kinda
[x] Believe in yourself: not usually
[x] Get motion sickness: no
[x] Think you're attractive: not really
[x] Think you're a health freak: i do what i can to make up for the bad things i do to my body
[x] Get along with your parents: not usually
[x] Like thunderstorms: i LOVE them
[x] Play an instrument: nah, i've tried a bunch but i didn't like them
[[------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------]]
[x] Go to the mall: yeah
[x] Eaten sushi: nope
[x] Been on stage: nah
[x] Been dumped: no
[x] Gone skating: skateboarding.
[x] Made homemade cookies: pshh, hells nah...nobody i live with cooks
[x] Been in love: heh...nope
[x] Dyed your hair: i ain't no bitch
[x] Stolen anything: a camera for heaven and mandy so they could take it to warped tour
[[-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------]]
[x] Flown on a plane: no
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: school? heh..
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: probably
[x] Cried during a Movie?: no
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: cartoon? no
[x] Cut your hair: yes
[x] Had crush on a teacher?:the sub mrs walsh looks good
[x] Played a game that required removal of clothing?: woah, freaky...are you watching me
[x] Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: regularly.
[x] Been caught "doing something" with someone: my mom has caught me
[x] Been called a tease: yeah
[x] Gotten beaten up ?: jumped
[[-----------------------OPPOSITE SEX--------------------------]]
[x] notice first? legs, hair, eyes, of those
[x] have a BF/GF? nope
[x] wut u into?? ladies
[x] any specific kind of guy/ghurl you into? someone who is strong where i am weak. someone attractive and honest.
[x] feelin anyone? sure
[x] been rejected? ummm...not if i was asking them out
[x] ever rejected sumone? yeah
[x] broken someones heart? i supposed it's possible
[x] ever been heart broken? once. i would rather being hospitalized
[x] if so how many times? one time
[x] how many ppl of da opposite sex is in your buddy list on AIM right now? 150, give or take
[x] been kissed recently?? can't say that i have
[x] from who? well if you're asking who hasn't kissed me, everyone
[x] Best eye color: i like hazel
[x] Best hair color: depends...not a big fan of red hair
[x] Best height: 5' 6"? i'm 5' 10" at least
[[-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------]]
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: over 10
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: me
[x] Number of CDs that I own:100's
[x] Number of piercings: 7 but nothing's in my eyebrow
[x] Number of tattoos: nada for now, i gotta decide what i want
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: between 2 and 4 in my lifetime
[x] Number of scars on my body: 6757597659
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: everything
[x] Shampoo: the ones my mom buys me from the hair cutting place
[x] Fav Color(s): red or black
[x] Day/Night: night
[x] Summer/Winter: summer
[x] Lace or Satin: lace
[x] Fave Cartoon Character: the milkshake on channel 17
[x] Fave Food: lasagna
[x] Fave Movies: matchstick men, momento, requiem for a dream, blow, scarface, biodome...
[x] Fave sport: skateboarding
[[------------------RIGHT NOW------------------]]
[x] Drinking: tea
[x] Thinking about: who will read this and if i'll get what i want out of it
[x] Listening to: shinobi vs. dragon ninja by lost prophets
: [[---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------]]
[x] Cried: no
[x] Worn jeans: yes
[x] Met someone new online: yes
[x] Done laundry: yes
[x] Drove a car: nah
[x] Talked on the phone: yes
[[-------------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ ]]
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no
[x] Do you like anyone?: yes
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: LISA or BEN, what's weird is they hate eachother but like me and we all act the same...
[x] Who have you known the longest of your closest friends?: jeremy
[x] Are you close to any family member?: def the baby
[x] Who do you hang around the most?: ben and "the family"
[x] When have you cried the most: i don't care to say
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: being in love cause everything is like "oh man, this problem i have sucks...whatever, i'm in love."
[x] Worst Feeling?: i had my heart broken
[x] ever fallen for a friend? yeah
[x] ever dated someone out of your school? yep
[x] whats your fav. music video?: stare at the sun by thrice
[x] you are___? lonely
[x] you know anyone that is feeling you right now?? not that i know of
[x] i love to____with people? relate
[x] what are the last 4 digits of yur phone #? 3302 and 2515
[x] what was the last thing you ate? cookie i bought for the baby
[x] the last person u talked on the phone with? chase
[x] favorite drink? dr pepper
[x] the last movie that you saw? labrinth
[x] hugs or kisses? kisses
[x] what book are u readin? a book on modern philosophy
[x] the loudest person you know: ben
[x] best friends: i don't know

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I HAVE LOST ALL RESPECT FOR YOU [04 Aug 2004|06:42pm]
[ mood | FUCKYOU!!! ]

fuck you pam. you say the most uncalled for shit to me so fuck you, help your own god damn self. oh wait, you can't. if you could you could say "no" or "it's over" but no, you're to weak. you get mad at me because i wanted to fix the shit your mediocre boyfriend did to you and then you get mad at me about it, you're a real fucking character boyfriend treats you like shit and you aren't able to let him go because he's that much better than you so instead i try to help you better him because if he got his ass beat fpr the way he treats you i bet he wouldn't treat you like that anymore but no, now you aren't talking to me...

let's see...james treats you like shit and hurts you so you call me. i've never hurt you and don't do anything but help. who aren't you speaking to again? oh yeah, that makes lots of sense...

don't you dare fucking call me and complain about james (cause when you say you aren't talking to me it never lasts) because i won't listen. i hope you know it's your fault he treats you like that because you let him. when i saw that you couldn't make your life better, i tried to do it for you and you wouldn't let me. if you don't want help it's not worth it for me to try so next time you find a girl's phone # in his wallet or you get mad at him and he turns it around on you, picture me laughing and saying "i told you so"...that or simply "fuck you".

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another one of my theories... [17 Jul 2004|09:10am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

so many things i want to say, but none of which can be said. lack of voicing my contemplations had lead to paralization of the vocal chords but fear of exercising said "voice" has lead my tongue away from me. oh what a sad thing it is when the methods of expression have been ripped from your head and lifted from your reach. what's sadder is that maybe i haven't lost any habit of communication in any form; maybe you've lost your interest in listening? may it be possible that you've lost care for something deeper, possibly lost curiosity as a whole? if curiosity is gone all together, then what is the purpose for living? knowledge is the ultimate goal for any person. skeptics may say experience is, but experience is to know what an event [or emotion or otherwise] causes one to feel and/or think...therefore, to lose interest in knowledge is to lose interest in life. basically.......

if you don't want to listen to what i have to say [or don't care about it], die.

i think people won't post on entries like this because they don't understand. i have to speak like i'm retarded to get a response. does "duh" and "derrr" sound more appealing to you? fools...

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fill this jank out, yo... [17 Jul 2004|08:43am]
[ mood | anxious ]


What Would You do if...
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I asked you out:
I kissed you:
I stole something:
I told you to die:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I did something that you could never forgive me for:

What Do You Think Of My...
Choice of music:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

dude, come have to do this for me...i know who reads this and if you don't comment, i'll hate you.

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good news and bad news, just not in that order... [15 Jul 2004|08:13am]
[ mood | tired ]

dude, fuck being the nice guy...i'll help you and don't mind listening but you gotta help your fucking self too...that goes out to more than one person...that's right, fuck you...

on a lighter note, my mom got me a new tounge ring thingy and it's the "tickler" kind...hehe, i don't think she knows what it's for...she got it while she was in TX...she said she went to this piercing shop to get me something to bring back and there was a girl working there. my mom asked the girl what to get me and the girl asked what i had peirced. my mommy told her and she said "for your son? get him this..." hahaha!!! oh man...awesome...

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